( More emo. Don't read. )

So, public apology for constantly whining about RP and shit. Real life I don't think is so much of an issue when I complain about it in my journal, but it feels more like unintentional guilt tripping when it's RP, because most of the people I play with on a regular basis read my journal... and, of course, without thinking of it at the time, it's ( Read more... )

...So, slipping into a bout of depression again.

( COMPLAINING TIEM )

I wish I knew people better. On my friends/buddy list. I feel like... I dunno. I watch some of them in chatrooms and roleplays and I think, "I so want to reach out and get to know you because I know you must be awesome", but I either don't do it because I'm scared of making a fool of myself like I've done so many times in the past, or I try and it ( Read more... )